Monday, November 7, 2011

mentality

cakap pasal mentality,,ada orang suka memandai2 cakap pasal bnde ni,,termasuk lah orang yang tulis entry ni,() hehe,,okay tu xmasuk tajuk pon,,
nak cakap kat sini,pendapat aku je lah,,mentality terhadap seseorang tu boleh berlainan berdasarkan kedudukan dia,,means bila kedudukan orang tu berubah,mentality kita terhadap orang tu pon berubah,,kan? xpercaya?
aku suka jadikan diri sendiri sebagai contoh,,aku ni mmg suka cakap besar,,dari dulu lagi aku mmg suka cakap besar,,bukan nak bangga diri or apa,,setakat nak bergurau2 n dalam masa yg sama nak motivate diri,,tu yang aku rasa n xtaw ape yg orang laen laen pikir pasal aku,,xkesah pon ape yg orang laen pikir,,haha
tapi bnde tu aku rasa xde la pape sangat pon kan,,member2 pon dah biase ngn aku macam ni,,so xde hal lah kan,,cuma yang aku tak suka,sejak aku sampai kat perantauan ni,,yang mana mungkin dianggap 'sudah berjaya' bagi sesetengah pihak,,aku still dgn perangai aku yang dulu,,suka cakap besar,,n you know what,,mentality orang2 yg pernah kenal aku dulu mostly dah berubah,,some said that aku ni makin poyo lah,,n macam2 lagi lah,,mmg aku ni poyo,,tapi sejak aku sekolah rendah lagi aku mmg macam ni,,knape baru sekarang diorang nak tegur aku? kat sini dah nampak kan mentality terhadap seseorang tu berubah berdasarkan kedudukan dia..kaalu dulu aku cam low profile je,,so aku nak berpoyo2 pon xde sape nak kisah kn,,tapi sekarang bila aku dah sampai sini,,nak berpoyo sket je pon ade orang nak tegur,,sket2 nak terasa,,cakap macam2 pasal aku,,dah berubah la,ape lah,,it sounds so stupid to me,,haha  mula2 aku mmg xkesah apa diorang cakap,tapi bila diorang start sebar2 kan bnde ni,,its kinda hurt lah jugak,,lagi2 bila membe yang dah lame kenal tu,yang aku harap sangat boleh paham aku,,ikut cakap bnde yg same pasal aku,,hurm,,nak salahkan diorang pon xleh gak,,mybe diorang xpaham aku,,or to be honest,,ade ke orang yg paham aku???

Saturday, November 5, 2011

secrets

I need another story,
something to get off my chess,
my life gets kinda boring,
need something that i can confess,

till all my sleeves are stained red,
from all the truth  that i said,
come by it honestly i swear,
thought you saw me wink, no
i've been on the shrink, so

tell me what you want to hear,
something that will light those years,
sick of all the insincere,
so i'm gonna give all my secrets away,

this time,
dont need another perfect lie,
don't care if critics ever jump in line,
i'm gonna give all my secrets away,

My god,
amazing how we got this far,
its like we're chasing all those stars,
who drives the shiny big black cars,

and everyday i see the news,
all the problems we could solve,
and when a situation rises,
just write it into an album,
send it atraight to gold,
i dont really like my flow,
so,

tell me what you want to hear,
someething that will light those years,
sick of all this in sincere,
so i'm gonna give all my secrets away,

this time,
dont need another perfect lie,
dont care if critices ever jump in line,
i'm gonna give all my secrets away,

got no reason,
got no shame,
got no family i can blame,
just dont let me disappear,
i'mma tell you everything,